Healing the wounds I didn’t see
For years, I thought I was only hurting myself. But the truth is, addiction—or any area of life that’s out of control—doesn’t keep its damage contained. It leaks into everything…
Wrestling with grace and accountability
Some nights after POLR meetings, I sit in my office or even lay in bed and wrestle. Isaiah’s words echo in my spirit: Do we still burden God with our sins? Can we weary Him with our failures—even as Christians washed in His blood…
I finally chose to forgive myself
I didn’t realize how much of my recovery was being hindered by the person I refused to forgive - ME. I had asked God to forgive me. I had apologized to others. But I kept dragging my own name through the mud…
I had to detox my bitterness before it destroyed me
I didn’t realize I had become bitter until bitterness was all I could taste. At first, I just thought I was angry. Then I thought I was just hurt. Then I said I was “over it.” But I wasn’t. I was just better at hiding it. ..
When I’m feeling off my game
It’s a spiritual fact: every time I’m really either bothered by or overly sensitive to stuff happening around me, it usually points to something unsettled…